to go or not to go, that is the question.

Sadies Hawkins is coming up very soon. I'm having a dilemma whether to go or not. I'm considering not to go because I don't have a date anyway, but Azadeh told me that they are going as a group to the dance with some of her friends and she asked me if I want to go with them. I said I'll think about it. Now I don't know what to do. I kind of want to go since I haven't been to any of our school dances, and since this is my last year I want to experience those kind of things. Stephanie also said that she might ask this one guy that she likes to the dance. If they go, I might tag along with them. But that would be very awkward since they are together and I'm alone by myself. Its like I'm the third-wheel. AHHH! This is frustrating. I might end up not going. HAHAA. Confusing aren't I? Anyway, I'm just not gonna go. Its freaking expensive anyway, and I don't like the theme for this year, which is Saddle Up.... something. I forgot. Something western. You have to look like a cowboy/cowgirl basically.